Ahhh...here I am again

You see ah...apparently a few people have been asking for my blog address and went to check it out but as you know la hor, disappointment awaits them. Tonight was a little nuts cos I decided to blog after skimming through someone else's. I no longer write diaries anymore cos nobody bothered to read them. I feel that all those personality tests can jolly well stay in facebook. God knows how many I have in my account excluding those I have published on my profile. Is just that JC life have been crazy fro me. Well, mine is 3 yrs. The first year was crazy, the second was not so crazy and the third year, which I hope it will be my last, is absolutely full blown bananas. A levels just drive a student nuts eh? Esp with tutors yelling into the mic that it is our last lap. Must persevere on you know? Me, I have flung all my H2s , passed my H1s. Like as if got use right? Wish is the other way around though. You may have asked, hey, tell me what you have been doing to last 3 yrs. Long stories la...in fact I am pondering if I were to relate those stories, if people were to read it, they would have label it as cliche. I mean I was one of the ignorant young ones who think that things won't happen to me. But hell, it did. Wad to do? Face it? Hide at one corner and cry la...wth. Each experience just stab you somewhere sensitive and the healing part is a bitch and the scar is always there to remind you, "HEY! IT HAPPENED! DUN YOU FORGET THAT!" Sucks. Sigh. I made friends at my first year and end up losing 90% of them by the second yr. Haha, call me loser. Literally. I'm one and I lose things and people. Man, I do live up to the meaning of the word. I may be a good friend to some and a nutty one to the other but hey, I compromised with a majority you know. Someone even called me a loser when I shared that I apologised for something I did not do. Hell la, I know myself that I'm someone who rather take the blame just to avoid all those troublesome quibbles. Irritating. ZZZ...what ever la...now I am squeezing out what to type out...maybe tmr when I pour out everything here...judging by my reputation dun think anyone will read, I am safe for now =)

Signing off,
joey T.T