Rambles

When it's time, it's time. When it's yours, it's yours. When it's not yours, no matter how hard you try, it'll not be yours. So much of trying ur best eh? I learn this the hard way. The sweet part is i always get to witness a pleasant thing. Never be able to experience it. Spending nights in misery is taking its toll. Feel like shit. The joey in school is an utter hypocrite. Extreme lie. Tell me, tell myself, when is the last time I was really happy? I think it's when i was with him. Then again, he was a lie too. I dunno how to answer that. I dun dare to answer actually. Cos answer is I really have no idea.