Sunday, May 13, 2007

I AM DARN DEPRESSED!!! DUN ASK ME WHY!!!


Dreams destroying my sleep
How can hurt reach so deep?
Waking up is so much effort
Sleep is a luxury I can't afford

Depression overwhelms my soul
Deep darkness, a big, black hole.
Sadness eats its way through my heart
Where does it end, where did it start?

No one understand this pain
Nothing to lose. nothing to explain
Lost in a neverending maze
Every moment just a dizzy daze.

Why does it have to be me?
If only the future I could see
Afraid of shadows in the dark
Will I ever make my mark?

Unseen tears flowing from my heart
I must go on, play my part
Life has to continue for today
Living my life, come what may

To know that I'm not the only one
Helps a little, but it's no fun
Even God seems oh, so far away
Who can brighten up my day?

So tired of fighting this feeling
My mind just spinning and reeling
I hate these pain I have to take
MAkes me feel my life is just a fake

What can I do, where can I go?
Stumbling around, to and fro
Wondering when this will end
Isn't there an angel he can send?

Not much more to say for now
Just wondering how, how, how
Again pulling myself together
Hoping that this won't last forever..

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I am darn depressed too!!
My life is falling apart.
I have no money, no job, I have nothing except the love of my parents. Every time I try to stay positive, something goes wrong. Havent found my place in this world yet. Donno, how long I can go on. Feel like committing suicide but I cant, it will destroy my parents. I wont give up so easily, my life will change before my 27th bday! I feel for ur pain and hope u find happiness as well.
Peace

Wednesday, May 07, 2008 1:31:00 pm  

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