Words of advice for myself

Smile girl, for you are not dead yet.
Jia you Joey for all the things you do, your inner self can never betray you though you have betrayed yourself numerous times, but is the better of the evil between others and yourself.
You get punched by others, you return it ten fold, discarding the ties you used to have with them.
Be practical, girl. No one in this world ever pity someone who has fallen from grace but never fail to use him as a stepping stone.
BE STRONG JOEY!

Love,
Your inner self.