Because I'm a girl

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away

Never thought being born a girl
How I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again

Something Interesting =)

You are The Chariot

Triumph, Victory, Overcoming Obstacles.

The chariot is one of the most complex cards to define. On its most basic level, it implies war, a struggle, and an eventual, hard-won victory. Either over enemies, obstacles, nature, the beasts inside you, or to just get what you want. But there is a great deal more to it. The charioteer wears emblems of the sun, yet the sign behind this card is the moon. The chariot is all about motion, and yet it is often shown as stationary. It is a union of opposites, like the black and white steeds. They pull in different directions, but must be (and can be!) made to go together in one direction. Control is required over opposing emotions, wants, needs, people, circumstances; bring them together and give them a single direction, your direction. Confidence is also needed and, most especially, motivation. The card can, in fact, indicate new motivation or inspiration, which gets a stagnant situation moving again.

Tekan East Coast..

FINALLY AR!!!! Go east coast with my dearest lao po who is crappy as ever. Tell you ar..one of us can make you laugh till tummyache...combine two of us together you will be rolling on the floor, shivering like nobody's business. Yar, we are that cold.

Honestly I dunno how to go east coast. It was all based on my memory from like 6 yrs back. Asked chris who lives nearby but he dun quite know how to give directions. I only know if I reached marine parade I should be close by. So ended up we were following 2 gerls who happened to be in beach wear. Ying Hui was like giving me the disbelieving look.."Let's go library" the moment we dropped off at marine parade library. Haizz...NJC jiu shi NJC de. We walked from marine parade to east coast and due to my stubborness we walked the wrong way..lol..nvm treat it as warm up ba..

We started cycling first lor but the bicycles were a little bit too tall for us but my egoistic nature pushed it aside and we started CYCLING!!! WOOTS!! But then had not even passed 5 minutes got this gerl was cycling in front of me. That faggort suddenly turned like nobody's business. I wanted to siam her but ended up knocking my friend off. I almost knocked onto the tree after skidding from the pavement to grass. Piaked my small toe and ying hui got scratches plus her whole arm was red la. The freaking parents only know how to watch. Dey din even apologize?! The kid cycled off...WTH!! Hit and run case AR!!! Today lots of ny peeps around..so cycle half way say hi cycle halfway say hi..hard to balance..lol

Worse thing is that kid I bumped into her thrice..so suay..she freaking cycle like drunked la. Earthworm can do a much better job la. Got people like this ar..I rather take bus. I chiong cycling with Ying hui but lost terribly. Butt pain after that..lol..chose wrong bike. We went to eat SUBWAY!!! Lol, very healthy hor..then we went roller blading!!! Ahahaha!!! ( I dragged her to go de =x) Again la..not even half an hour, she fell down and scratched herself...ahyo today lots of mishaps lei... Skate till time limit's up. We stone at seaside for a while..drank slurpee and headed back...

Today i train my legs and when i come back, I train arms. My mum la..say wad train whole body so ask me buy 10kg rice and hell lot more groceries..Small kick but i dying now. Later write calligraphy with my hands shake like no one's business. One more class and sch of teacher's to go. My teachers very nice to me so must repay back