Loneliness

寂寞在唱歌

天黑了孤独又慢慢割著
有人的心又开始疼了
爱很远了很久没再见了
就这样竟然也能活著

你听寂寞在唱歌轻轻的狠狠的
歌声是这黱残忍让人忍不住泪流成河

谁说的人非要快乐不可
好像快乐由得人选择
找不到的那个人来不来呢?
我会是谁的谁是我的?

你听寂寞在唱歌轻轻的狠狠的
歌声是这黱残忍让人忍不住泪流成河
你听寂寞在唱歌温柔的疯狂的
悲伤越来越深刻怎样才能够让它停呢?(谁能帮个忙让它停呢?)

天黑得像不会再天亮了
明不明天也无所谓了
就静静的看青春难依难舍
泪还是热的泪痕冷了

Dunno wad is going on...

*I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded
By the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember whyI'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading awayI
'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?*

Happy National Day!

Maybe today is my day to find out the true meaning of class spirit and the true meaning of loneliness. Tell ya in sequence wad happened today...

First, i missed my first bus...nevermind that...problem is the weather was threatening to rain but did not rain. I was on the bus when at one point of time, I came across the area where it was raining. I happened to have my window wide open and I was snoring, the rain sorta "poured" onto me. Was rudely woken up...drenched lor...haizz..Stopped raining when i reached school...walked around to waste time. Finally, after the flag rasing ceremony and prize gving ceremony, it was the cheer COMP!!!! My class was the fifth to perform so we were held in the holding room...everyone changed into jeans and red/white shirt. We had additional cute thing.we were wearing one white and red sock per person...lol...had great fun doing "can can dance"
Time really flew...is our turn!! We panicked a little but hey, we gave our best shot...
Heh heh..first forward...waiting for the results was an agony...a few of my clasmates were counting down consolation prizes...then participation...then top three..WE GOT SECOND!!! WA!!! COOL! COOL! DAMN COOL! We nearly went nutz...we got thirty dollar NTUC vouchers..very nice though a bit little...lol.. =x

After the celebration, lots of three cheers, added by continuous chants of ' We Had Win ' we ended off planning wad to do..i left earlier...was going back to tp to watch movie wif my sis..ended up she had not done finish her housework..so watched alone for the first time...somehow i dun quite thouroughly enjoyed myself especially i am surrounded by family groups and more groups of students...deep down i really feel depressed...felt sour in within...i still cannot get over the failed relationship...

Lesson I learnt

A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed downwhen he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown.The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting, "What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?"The young boy was apologetic. "Please, I threw the brick because no one else would stop..." With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car. "It's my brother, "he said. "He rolled off the curb and fell out of his wheelchair and I can't lift him up. Mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do," He pleaded. "I threw the brick because no one else would stop..."Now sobbing, the boy asked the stunned executive, "Would you please help me get him back into his wheelchair? He's hurt and he's too heavy for me." Moved beyond words, the driver tried to swallow the rapidly swelling lump in his throat. He hurriedly lifted the handicapped boy back into the wheelchair, then took out a linen handkerchief and dabbed at the fresh scrapes and cuts."Thank you and may God bless you," the grateful child told the stranger. Too shook up for words, the man simply watched the boy push his wheelchair-bound brother down the sidewalk toward their home. It was a long, slow walk back to the Jaguar. The damage was very noticeable, but the driver never bothered to repair the dented side door. He kept the dent there to remind him of this message:"Don't go through life so fast that someone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention!"

Pace of life nowadays is too fast...you slow down..you lag...so wad is the point?