Darn it..I am just pathetic

Just let me change my status..my heart is bandaged BUT I CANNOT STOP THE BLEEDING!! Haizz..心好像断了几根线，离自己的灵魂更远了。We are still friends.."right". Surely there will be strain in this friendship..humans just love to desperately try to lie to themselves eh? No worries, I am guilty of that most of the times. We know perfectly well when things are not looking up. Friends are scattered like seeds in the wind(since when I become so poetic?) One word conversations seemed to be frequent these days. 别人只是在自己的人生道路中路过罢了，何必要这么认真？不是吗？还是我变得很现实了？其实没什么好吃亏的。。。先是不是人的本性吗？

I guess is the end

Finally the guessing game had ended..no more assumptions and other such "trying to read people's mind" kind of shit. I am the stupid one, the one who is ignorant or worse, NAIVE.. But i am proud to say I am man enuff (ok, sounds wrong but heck!) Even though my heart is bandaged, it will heal fast. One can mess up my feelings but I will not allow him or her to fuck up my life. Wanna play? You would've have the balls to do it. Peace.

OG outing!!! Ended badly..my fault

Me and Nicholyn...mmm..with pool stick and our pillows =)

OG outing!! Muahaha...HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! First time i got to go out wif friends and wOoTs...OG29!! Haha..purpose was to celebrate feb de birthday babies. I invited Nicholyn along too cos is just nice her brithday today. Lol, dunno why i always dress wrongly but heck. I was stoning at the MRT station for eh..1 hr? Supppose meet up at 1030 cos i forgot to get everyone to sign nicho's card. Eh..shi cong came earlier and he was grumbling that singaporeans are always late...mmmm no comments to that. Aren't i singaporean too?

Sooo my peeps gradually came. Surprise surprise nicho arrived last...lol..good thing cos the card also finished at the last minute. We went to dhoby ghaut to play pool. Lol, it is my first time playing pool..eh, not easy as it looks nia. But it is not an active sport so I kinda got bored. Weiling and Sok Lyn went to buy something (actually buying birthday gifts for me and nicholyn..muahaha)

After like a couple of hours, dunno why also, I became very emo. Somehow it brought everyone's mood down. Haizz, my apologies..I had to left early cos my mum is meeting me up at chinatown. But ended up had a serious quarrel. She seemed to be used to me being alone and seldom go out with friends. Now, I finally made friends and she wanna butt in. Wad is her problem? I am kinda sick of her saying, "朋友很重要吗？这么喜欢和朋友在一起的话就呆在外面，不用回来。。" Darn it, wad she wan me to be? Antisocial ar? I am sick of being one..